One of those days…

So yesterday, my husband left for work out of town. Yes, he is only 3 hours away but it really stinks. We are unsure when he will be coming home. They are saying months. Thankfully he is able to come home every 2 weeks and Owen and I are able to go down and visit. We already have some things planned while we are down there and his hotel has a pool. Gotta look at the positive right? It’s really hard to explain to a 3 yr old that daddy isn’t coming home tonight and why he is only seeing him via video chat. Thankful for technology that’s for sure. Gotta love being the wife of a traveling robotic engineer 😜

So before he left we had the talk about expanding our family again. We aren’t actively trying at the moment due to my health but we did decide that I needed to get into the doctors to see what I have to do to get my body ready and make sure I am on the correct meds. I’m not sure if I’m ready to be off my methotrexate yet. Hopefully my rheumatologist has something else up her sleeve or maybe even my Humira will be enough to keep me from relapsing. It feels amazing to be able to walk, I’m not sure if I’m ready to give that up yet. Haha

I did take my last BC pill today. I’m curious if my cycles are going to continue to start on their own. After losing 20 pounds the have been on time. However due to the methotrexate my on and I decided it was best to be on it incase. Now that James is gone I’m pretty sure we don’t have to worry about it right now.

I have so much running through my mind. So many doctor appointments to make. So many life style changes I need to work on. I have lots of reading to do. Lots of research. PCOS can kick rocks. I will beat the odds. I’ve done it once and I will do it again. I may have a couple more obstacles in my way this time but I have an amazing team of doctors and lots of support from my husband. We will do this. We will win!